it's gonna be a hectic week.

tmr's my last tournament representing team crescent. i think. unless march one is counted
i've been thinking about the tournament. i think i performed very very badly in the cgss match.
i never bring my brain and legs in. i really duno how to write the thing to Coach. cannot remember anything. only remember that i hit the shuttle into the net. i think i will be the second singles. somehow seems more warmed up than first singles. maybe i'm just being a bit crazy. i played second singles twice and i won both matches. played first singles twice and lost both matches. i pray that that is a coincidence.

i dont want to eat rojak anymore. today ate rojak with chilli. so spicy and i dont like the thrill of tasting such extreme heat in my ears. the only thing i eat that is spicy is laksa and curry. (because my brother learnt how to eat such spicy food. i cant be the blacksheep)

i dislike the new rules in place. why cant we go out of school for lunch? dont get the 5 tick 1 demerit. it's dumb. dont like the system. but i'm very sure that after a week or two the tension of upholding such rules dies off and will revert back to the usually style. i've often feel that school rules are made for the fun of it for a show. and obeyed only when visitors appear. dont want to talk about school anymore. just more and more hw. what a year.
i didnt blog for a long time because... i'm lazy.

piano exams coming
my last cross country is coming.
my last pre zonal match
my last tournament representing crescent
my last wushu class before o levels.

i want to play badminton. (if that would make my grades improve)

thank GOD for bringing me through the times when i'm down. through the times when i thought there is too much test to cope. through times when the marks said i've failed. through the times of my games.

"Be joyful always" 1 thess. 5:16