April's gone.

Lifehouse - Everything
Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

i ate a bag of chips =]

i thank God for:
1. a bag of chips
2. my team's safety
3. friends who helped me in one way or another
4. seniors and teachers.
5. running with me.

=]=]

happy valentine's day=]

i've wasted my time doing stupid things.
i still do them time and again.
why do i always do stupid things.
what is the definition of stupid.

once again, meal with random people.
one word. tired.

thank God for strength to last through the week.

to the two dudes who are going army tmr: have fun in camp man. God bless and take care. =]

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

- Love Story by Taylor Swift

Guess who i heard this song from? Joel. He was just about to leave KAP when jie and i just came. What coincidence to meet a friend at like 9am in the morning. today's his last day before going to army. Been a long time since i talked to him. it was like just a moment ago we were still 8/9 cycling and playing together and according to him, the bunch of us would take his candy. hmm shall stop reminiscing.

Anyways this is a sweet song. or maybe the lyrics are. Reminds me of the greatest love story about the two friends. One who laid down his life for the other. God sent his son to die on the cross to pay the price of death for our sins so that we would live.

Thank God for the Greatest Love Story. =]

=].

Lime tree without lime is not lime tree. Christian without Christ is not Christian. -By ongy.

O precious sight, my Savior stands,
Dying for me with outstretched hands.
O precious sight, I love to gaze,
Remembering salvation’s day,
Remembering salvation’s day.
Though my eyes linger on this scene,
May passing time and years not steal
The power with which it impacts me,
The freshness of its mystery,
The freshness of its mystery.

May I never lose the wonder,
The wonder of the cross.
May I see it like the first time
Standing as a sinner lost,
Undone by mercy and left speechless,
Watching wide eyed at the cost.
May I never lose the wonder,
The wonder of the cross.

Behold the God-man crucified,
The perfect sinless sacrifice.
As blood ran down those nails and wood,
History was split in two, yes,
History was split in two.
Behold the empty wooden tree,
His body gone, alive and free.
We sing with everlasting joy,
For sin and death have been destroyed, yes,
Sin and death have been destroyed.

May I never lose the wonder,
The wonder of the cross.
May I see it like the first time
Standing as a sinner lost,
Undone by mercy and left speechless,
Watching wide eyed at the cost.
May I never lose the wonder,
The wonder of the cross.

May I never lose the wonder,
The wonder of the cross.
May I see it like the first time
Standing as a sinner lost,
Undone by mercy and left speechless,
Watching wide eyed at the cost.
May I never lose the wonder,
The wonder of the cross.

- the wonder of the cross by vicky beeching.

found this song by accident but found it really meaningful. =].

A new year has already begun. hmm... i really want to turn back the time. After watching Proposal Daisuken, it makes me think about the every moment i'm living at the present moment. can i live it in a better way, in a way that God wants me to?? i dont think a fairy will appear to me during a wedding and turn back time for me, the chance of such an incident happening is almost zero. thus, every moment of my life must be lived without regret. or as i was taught dont bother regretting and live out your decision.

this year's birthday was one which i did not have the feeling that i should be else where while cutting the cake. although i refused to my dad's offer to throw a party, i still get to celebrate with my family, cousins, friends and teammates. it felt like it was all preplanned. it just fell all in place.

Martin: maybe you wont read it but shall type anyways. thanks for asking me to think about trying to make my birthday special by doing something special. hmm... but i guess it's been quite a while since my birthday is on sunday and that i get to celebrate with quite a no. of people. it's special by itself without doing something special. =].

Gonna go sleepover now... crash milk's house...

thank God for birthdays and people to celebrate them with. =]

MERRY CHRISTMAS

found this as i was clearing my table. written on a postcard.

A fading flower
An echoless whisper
A piercing dark silence
Beauty hidden beneath the ugliness

The sun which casts no shadows
A fire which yields no light
The soil where no plants grow
Where has nature beauty gone?

Gone with the wind
They say the locust did.
But I think gone with the wind
are the innocent minds
where are the innocent minds that hide no corruption?

Setting with the sun
The lights have vanished
The happy memories have left
The demented minds of sadness and grieve

What has this beautiful world become?

i think i wrote it when i was bored. kinda funny. oh well.

MERRY CHRISTMAS =]=]

i feel like doing random things like hopping around in a circle. =] maybe i should...

bro and i are gonna go on a cookie baking spree.=]=].

whee... suppose to bake gingerbread man with cross team... but o well...

thank God for cookies=]=]

Anybody can become angry - that is easy, but to be angry with the right person and to the right degree and at the right time and for the right purpose, and in the right way - that is not within everybody's power and is not easy. - Aristotle

Learn the art of being angry.


Excellence is an art won by training and habituation. We do not act rightly because we have virtue or excellence, but we rather have those because we have acted rightly. We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act but a habit. - Aristotle


Plato is dear to me, but dearer still is truth. - Aristotle

Within friends, trust that every word is truth is of utmost importance. is this what Aristotle is saying?? or is he saying that finding a true friend is really hard but to seek the truth is even more difficult. i dont get it.

Thank God for Aristotle.

I'm watching you DAD.

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling

do you feel my heart beating, do you understand

do you feel the same, am I only dreaming

is this burning an eternal flame.

I believe it's meant to be, darling

I watch when you are sleeping, you belong to me

do you feel the same, am I only dreaming

or is this burning an eternal flame.

Say my name, sun shines through the rain

a whole life so lonely, and then you come and ease the pain

I don't want to lose this feeling.

Close your eyes, give me your hand

do you feel my heart beating, do you understand

do you feel the same, am I only dreaming

is this burning an eternal flame ...


-Eternal Flame by the Bangles.

i love this picture of me and my identical twin brother who retained 3 times in p1, p6 and s1.
isn't my little brother cute and perhaps pretty too. =]=]. we are looking more and more alike. hehe. one of the rare pics i get to take with my twin. =]=]. According to a reliable source, my little bro and i are similar in mannerisms, character, etiquette and speech. So therefore, since i love my brother. i love me. =]=]. okays... enough of me being ego. =]=]. anyways, reminds me of my mom and my uncle. they have the same eyes and same smile. just like max and me. =].

thank God for siblings. =]

YM camp is over. =].

Spirit of God came to visit.

I'm falling in love with the strings all over again.

I've been running, trying to be one who sees
I've been working, this salvation out on my knees
There is nothing better than knowing
We are redeemed
I'm believing, trusting in creative hands,
I am praying for our world to bow to your plan
And this one thought is unmistakable
To take up my cross and follow You Lord

When You stand, the tall tress and mountains bow
When You speak, the fiercest of oceans is still
And I see the sinner seek devotion
The lost become chosen, and I fall to my knees

I'm forgiven by a Savior who did not deserve death
He was blameless and I was lost in shamefulness
Undelivered, but it doesn't seem right
Unless I keep my eyes focues on the Savior who gave His life
In the middle of a world that denies it believes
It is breaking apart at the very seams
There is one thing to be alive for
And it's to take up my cross and follow You Lord

When You stand, the tall trees and mountains bow
When You speak, the fiercest of oceans is still
And I see the sinner seek devotion
The lost become chosen, and I fall to my knees

I will take up my cross and follow Lord where You lead me
And I will take up my cross and follow wherever you go

When You stand, the tall trees and mountains bow
When You speak, the fiercest of oceans are still
And I see the sinner seek devotion
The lost become chosen, and I fall to my knees

Fall to my knees

- Devotion

next prane home

Watch your thoughts, they become words.
Watch your words, they become actions.
Watch your actions, they become habits.
Watch your habits, they become destiny.
- Lao Tze

was playing some typing game. they made me type this. quite meaningful i guess. many a times that's how a destiny is forged i guess.

ten powerful phrases... saw this when i was waiting for huiling...

1. i'm wrong
2. i'm sorry
3. i believe in you
4. you can do it
5. i'm proud of you
6. thank you
7. i need you
8. i trust you
9. i respect you
10. i love you.

great. now do you feel powerful??

i learnt in church about testimonial sharing. hmmm... so here's my testimonial...
i was not born in a really christian family. so before i'm a christian, i was a little kid. i still remember at the age of 5/6, i made the conscious decision to go to church. the 1 reason i wanted to go to church was because i dont know what a church was and i thought church had snow. =]. so happily, i went to church. i turned to CHRIST because he talked to me and i loved bible stories. ( i was 7. stop laughing.) then i prayed the prayer... or is this the prayer my mum taught my cousin. Dear God, thank you God for saving me and for dying on the cross for my sins. i want to give my life to You. thank you for forgiving my sins. i want to accept You as my Lord and Saviour. please come into my life. Amen.

went to a concert today at esplanade's recital studio. quite nice. oboe/ piano, flute/ piano and piano/piano duets. =]=]. went with Huiling. the pianists looked so alike that i thought they were the same person wearing different wigs or sth. this is my 2nd classical concert i attended. =].

Thank God for music.

i found something interesting. quite hilarious too.
some reading profile that was done on me when i was a little kid. probably 3 or 4. i dont even remember doing this anyway here it is for your entertainment...

Name: Jiayi

Jiayi is a child who
- has very strong tactual preferences
- has fairly good visual and auditory sstrengths
- is more adult-motivated, fairly peer-motivated, not very self-motivated
- prefers adults choosing reading materials for her
- prefers to check her own work first before getting an adult to check her work
- enjoys reading, particularly with adults or with peers( I think she meant her sister)
- is not very persistent and fairly responsible, needing reminders to carry on with her reading
- prefers intake of food while reading
- shows no specific preference for either formal or informal design
- prefers to read in a quiet place with bright light
- prefers to have some freedom in deciding how to do her reading work, does not prefer to have an adult telling her exactly how to do her work
- works best in the evening

great. now stop laughing. life goes on.

for my sister.

i'm a runner. gonna be a mad runner soon. i'm running and running. and just running. i've been running so long. i'm envious of soccer training. their circuit training seems so fun. reminds me of badminton days. runners just run. shall start converting back to be a shuttler. huiling will say. how about studies... oh yeah. studies... hmph. shall start learning from the crazy runner -- allan. (hey whoever that thought i was crazy, i found a better crazy runner.) shuxian and i tried the wake up in the morning thing to run to meet up for breakfast kind of didnt quite work out.

My OP is over.

thank GOD for OP. =]

ps: jie how's examies??