Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt,
Who am I?
That the Bright and Morning Star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am,
But because of what You've done,
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean (ocean),
A vapor in the wind,
Still You hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling,
And You've told me who I am…
I am Yours…I am Yours

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin,
Would look on me with love,
And watch me rise again,
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am,
But because of what You've done,
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean (ocean),
A vapor in the wind,
Still You hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling,
And You've told me who I am...
I am Yours

Not because of who I am,
But because of what You've done,
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean (ocean),
A vapor in the wind,
Still You hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling,
And You've told me who I am...
I am Yours

I am Yours…I am Yours

Whom shall I fear?...Whom shall I fear?

'Cause I am Yours…I am Yours

duno why, but was thinking of this song on the bus home. so i blogged it.

i've changed seats in class. no offense. but it is much better i think. i think the people around me are influential. eg.jiaying on my right, she has super neat handwrite. it looks like it came out from the computer. i dont even want to look at her content. feels very pressured to write neat too. beside me is jie en. i look at jie en and she is always very serious in her work. or well. at least from what i see. then she is also a christian. i've not seen her in any negative light before. well... she's influential too. half the time see her holding a pen or reading( when the teacher is being too lengthy) beside jie en, is my dear friend natarie. nat also half the time so smart, makes me feel pressured. nat also reading half the time. now diagonally right in front of me is michelle. the smart dude. know her since primary school. she's quite cute (without the ugly part please), and also very serious in class. back to my point, these people make me feel pressured to study and study and do my work. dont ask why. but it's great. i've been up to date with my maths and physics at least. chemistry a little less slack and oh well. i think it's a great thing to have a change. the previous area doesnt have that effect on me. oh well. but i do miss been whacked by my partners who would watch if i'm asleep or about to fall asleep or asleep with my eyes open. and also asking eunice to kick rachel's chair. okay end of story.


had learning festival yesterday. had fun. was a seamstress. however you spell it. show you．

suppose to sew the can can for the gown. oh well. it was a fun experience. but it kinda was like last minute for the gown. oh yea. the person in the first photo wearing the gown is michelle. cute right. she's a very sociable, friendly and smart person. oh yeah. and i got my class jersey. and i'm special. cause mine's the only one that is in chinese. my nickname is dash away (translate yourself). went for a songwriting/ singing course. the instructors were funny and hilarious... probably because we were quite dead so they were trying to spice things up. but it was quite basic stuff that they taught. (of course.it's only a 2h workshop.)had fun though.

had trng. the last trng at coach lee for now. beat xavier 13-11. and also lost to him the first match 21- 18. almost beat uncle poon and aunty jen. me and martin. 22- 20 and lost to them in another set also 21- 17 i think. these were the main games. the rest cannot remember. i think the best game i ever played is this mixed doubles and the mixed doubles with shaunald against jamie and nicholas. we lost 3 out f 4 matches. i was the worst one. couldnt net and couldnt flip and couldnt defend. but these were great matches.

anywayz. o level's coming. i'll blog in probably two months time.

thank God for coming down to earth and creating the way.

i feel like changing my blog template. should change it a long long time ago though.
been a long long long time since i blogged. in a blink of an eye, my next tournament and last tournament representing crescent is two days away. i think i'm gonna write some stuff to be kept in my head. i duno how to tell that we dont want to be training alone, we want to be under him as in as his athlete and that we want to pay him. duno how to tell him that. anywayz... that's for later to think about.

let me talk about my piano exam. for this exam, i've been practising my piano for like at least 1.5 h a day since sch exams ended. the last night before the exam, i practised for two hours. nearly died. i feel that i play much better though. this time, i got a male examiner. my scales were alright, the pieces were alright but a bit of slips. the sight reading was fun. the aurals were i'm not sure how to say. but dont think it was very good. well, i'm quite happy with it.

oh yeah. cross country is over, i came in third and lost to louisa and shuxian again. oh well. they are natural runners. they can fly. louisa is like a wind. shuxian is like the waves. just keep running.

let me think what other stuff that has been left out... oh. happy cny... i didnt gain much though i ate much. my grades for the common test were quite okay. just that i failed my ss and chinese. feels so sad that i failed my chinese. chinese... i dont get it. the school make us sit for the exam but dont count the mark. not fair. i did well for paper 1 would have passed if it was counted. did well for maths. badly for both sciences and languages. and for once in my life, i got a b for geography. i think i took the wrong combi. should have had combine geog and ss and pure lit. oh well. at least i learn about the climate with my combination. in my report, there's 2 a1 1 b3, and like 3 c6 and 2 d7. must go find the sock puller.

tmr got training. playing badminton for 3h then go for wushu 2h. a bit nuts. but oh well. i will survive. hope i can get a game with the gro guy. i want to restring my racket to tension 24, and get a new pair of badminton shoes. mine's like falling apart. and i'm gonna wear it for the tournament. will be playing against this vjc girl or the ahs girl. likely to be vjc girl. i played with her doubles partner in cheers last year.

church today. hmm.... i recorded the worship. the whole thing is on my mp3. will go edit it later. gtg and do my chinese comprehension. need to hand up tmr.

thank you Lord for bringing me through my exams and giving me a peaceful mind when i sat for my piano exam.

it's gonna be a hectic week.

tmr's my last tournament representing team crescent. i think. unless march one is counted
i've been thinking about the tournament. i think i performed very very badly in the cgss match.
i never bring my brain and legs in. i really duno how to write the thing to Coach. cannot remember anything. only remember that i hit the shuttle into the net. i think i will be the second singles. somehow seems more warmed up than first singles. maybe i'm just being a bit crazy. i played second singles twice and i won both matches. played first singles twice and lost both matches. i pray that that is a coincidence.

i dont want to eat rojak anymore. today ate rojak with chilli. so spicy and i dont like the thrill of tasting such extreme heat in my ears. the only thing i eat that is spicy is laksa and curry. (because my brother learnt how to eat such spicy food. i cant be the blacksheep)

i dislike the new rules in place. why cant we go out of school for lunch? dont get the 5 tick 1 demerit. it's dumb. dont like the system. but i'm very sure that after a week or two the tension of upholding such rules dies off and will revert back to the usually style. i've often feel that school rules are made for the fun of it for a show. and obeyed only when visitors appear. dont want to talk about school anymore. just more and more hw. what a year.
i didnt blog for a long time because... i'm lazy.

piano exams coming
my last cross country is coming.
my last pre zonal match
my last tournament representing crescent
my last wushu class before o levels.

i want to play badminton. (if that would make my grades improve)

thank GOD for bringing me through the times when i'm down. through the times when i thought there is too much test to cope. through times when the marks said i've failed. through the times of my games.

"Be joyful always" 1 thess. 5:16

max and i made potato salad.

did our hw while the potato was being steamed and while the eggs were boiled.

thanks ongy for the inspiration. was super yummy. it looked much more colourful than ongy's potato salad. yumyum.

this is the super salad done by max and i and ernatin. of course God made the ingredients. i'm hungry again.bro didnt believe that the salad could be eaten cold.

the mouse is in the house.... it's the only show where you're invited to spot the special fiesta. dont we always get our mouse... bring in the rings. cant you see the hidden mickey. not so hidden. =) a bit lame.

first it was brownies. i bet he would make potato salad next time. think i influenced him. lalala. i wanna eat cheese cake.i feel like a pig. oink oink. tournament is coming. let's see the team shirt. i only took the front. i look like some motorcycle racer or sth. this is the grey white one. i didnt try the black one. it looks normal though.

jersey's nice right. if not nice. i'll cry. pay so much money. lala. anyway. still feel that it is a little mean to make the jnrs pay so much. this jersey reminds me of that time i saw this guy wear a jersey similar to this. just that is green and white. more white than green. then it said team raffles. ours say team crescent. anyway. nice jerseys. hope i can wear this shirt for a long time.

okay. gtg.

i'm eating gummys. yumyum.
i just heard this song somewhere. here's the lyrics.

Crash and Burn

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned it's back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relieve and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door
And you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face they day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

Because there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

i've found the scores for this song. it's got the chords too. i think. and the recent song that i listened to during the bored times of CCIS. oh yeah. on the last week of hols i had a great time.

23rd december

smsed some ppl what they would like for christmas.

fion: anything gurl( gave her a cookie shaped like a girl but was a bit fat)

joanna: didnt reply within press time.

gary:didnt reply within press time

elijah: snow

mark: nothing actually but chocoates would be great.( didnt turn up so nvr got his cookie choc)

jon: just attend christmas party.

martin: he read the bible so was deeply inspired. no idea how to phrase what he asked for.

there were many ppl who didnt reply within press time. many ppl baked cookies too. baked till the next day. quite fun.

24th december

went to fiona's house. played a load of games. had fun. counted down to christmas. the christmas poppers were a joke. my brother thought it would be gunshot loud but it wasnt. then enyao happily smsed the few of us merry christmas. and we who didnt know who he was, called him back ( more of i called him back) then we all who were at fiona's house returned his greetings.

oh yeah. thanks for the many presents. a bit late but still thanks.

25th december

had fun. went to ccis. my bro, me and my jie. we were in the middle of the road. so cool right. we were standing in the middle of orchard road.stole this from benjamin. we were in the middle of the road. quite fun. there's another pic.

see the beautiful road. so fun right. after the barricades were up, went for some really late lunch. then went to find my sister and shirley. never found them. anyway. my sis had the tiring job, while mine was relaxed. i was telling my sister rubbish. told her i was buying her g-strings. actually went to buy bubble tea. yumyum. i'm hungry now. oh ya. and i havent finished unwrapping my presents yet. (meaning that day) after slacking and getting dinner. more of clara was eating. i was like stoning and holding gerald's diluted milktea. after we were done, i was placed on guard to guard this little loophole entrance in the system. was really bored. sitting on the drain. benjamin also guarded till he was bored and keep walking around. oh yeah and i feel guilty draining his handphone batt. cause listen to music. first started with mighty to save until duno what song. haiz. watched a row of choir's butt. i was at the backstage. can only see ppl's butt. was fun. had and overnight stay at church. ey had to wake up early to go to his time trial which was canceled.

26th december

had breakfast with shirley. really late breakfast then went for trng. think it was the match with pioneer or was it. cant remember. had trng. thanks to the people who waited for me while i took a bathe. cant imagine if i stepped out the toilet in that demin blue dress. i think eunice will faint. cause i dont look like that. then went to christmas party in the not appropriate attire. back at church. didnt have time to dress up but anywayz. was fun. got food. i was hungry. after trng. anything is good. i'll eat anything. when you are hungry, you apprieciate the food.

29th december

went to church dinner. skipped wushu. had fun. fiona, joanna asked me to buy some slippers. didnt have heels. jie didnt want to lend me hers. anywayz. here's a pic of us.

joanna, me, fiona, vanessa, and my sister.

there's the three of us. i only have one dress sorry. anyways, we had fun. sat with same ppl as we sat the previous year.

31st december

went to gerald's house after church. ey, joanna, nat and i went to climb 25 storeys. enyao real fit. joanna next then. is me and nat. the slowys. haha. very fun. saw this really cute rabbit. white colour de. gerald's house had two dogs damn cute. we had sharing. more of only gerald shared. then we played the normal stuff. then suddenly, gerald was telling us about bombings in thailand where the snr team was. they were just two stations away from the site. if i'm not wrong. so started to pray. they are safe le. then had fun till new year. i dread it yet look forward to it.

1st january 2007

saw double rainbow. so cool right.

end of post.

the first post of the year.

my bdae yesterday. thanks xy and eunice for tolerating my cranky mood that morning. xy surprised me with something green. as i was looking at it upside down, i had no idea what it was. so i said what's this? she gave me a really cute alligator. thanks a million pal. eunice on the other hand was wondering whether my cranky mood morning would be the perfect time to give me my present. so she was contemplating much. anyway. she gave me a very sweet looking box. when i opened it. i thought it was a box of stars and shampoo. but at a second look, i realise she gave me a new earpiece. thanks a million pal. and the funniest thing is i'm sandwiched between both of them in class.

i received a few surprises yesterday. first suat hoon jie, shake my hand say happy bdae. then started singing loudly in the hall a bdae song. super funny. then later at the first trng of year 2007, i was about to ask eunice why she didnt hitch a ride from nat as it was raining, then the whole team gave me a surprise singing me bdae song.then at night. while i was trying to get auntie tina's no. my dad kept calling me to come downstairs. then because of his tone of voice, i thought he want to scold ppl.then obviously is my stupidity. cause it's my bdae. so got bdae cake =].

me and my cake. i was quite bored with taking pics.

to the ppl who smsed me. be it in the early morning, when i'm having class, after school or at night, thanks for remembering my birthday. someone even sang me a birthday song through an sms. post more tmr. want to sleep le

jiayi's bored.
went to kota tinggi waterfall resort for YE camp.
i learnt to love the painRAIN.
the gushing waters. the beautiful foliage. the slippery slopes. the powerful waterfall.
that's the campsite. yup.
was in a group called kindberry. it's either short for kind strawberry or kind blueberry or kind raspberry or kind cranberry or kind blackberry. the honored members of this group are Daniel, Sarah, Gary, Max, JianSheng, Christine and ME. yup. Honestly, i didnt like the group as in being in the same group as my dearest brother whom i've seen everyday of my life. but the camp proved that he had a choice to irritate me as daniel seemed like a better option. anyway, he was quite alright in the camp. wasnt as crazy as i thought he would be. thus teaching me not to judge a brother by my imaginations.

played games that were fun and funny. i'm fell like twice. injured once. hurt but still play. only the dirty games than dont play. played station game, a war game. i completed my mission but paid with blood. wrong terrain to play games like this. but it was fun all the while. fiona was telling me how she was being a turtle to prevent her life from being ripped out. in this game, our life was a cup that was taped to our back. as long as the cup is still dangling there, we still have life. many injuries in this game. but was fun. i'll learn how to be more careful.

there's this song that i heard at camp. was quite nice. i think it's the song i've been searching for:

In Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light, my strength, my song
This Cornerstone, this solid ground
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm
What heights of love, what depths of peace
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease
My Comforter, my All in All
Here in the love of Christ I stand

In Christ alone, who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
‘Til on that cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For every sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ I live

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave He rose again
And as He stands in victory
Sin’s curse has lost its grip on me
For I am His and He is mine
Bought with the precious blood of Christ

No guilt of life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From life’s first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny
No power of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand ‘til
He returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I’ll stand

In Christ alone I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope
Is Christ alone

now for the camp song. it's called have your way.

Lead me each day Lord
Closer to You
I give all I am to You
Hold me each day Lord
Closed to Your Heart
I lay down my plans to follow You

I want to take up my Cross
I want to lay down my dreams
To follow after You

Have Your way in my life
Holy Spirit have Your Way
Do what you need to
Day by day walk with You
Father let Your will be done in my heart

You said my steps would be ordered
If i walked in Your Will
Lead me, lead me
So come and lead me on
The path of righteousness
Lord have Your way in my life

on the last day, i taped the song. a bit noisy but alright.

played in the waterfalls. was feeling really great. it was slippery. but the waterfalls area was really fun. feels like a freshwater swimming pool. the last time i felt so in touch with nature was at obs in the quarry. but that was like a 20m deep swimming pool. this wasn't. so that's the diff. the depth. had quite a lot of fun.

the journey back was interesting. got to know more about my age group people. all of us except for lien were on the same bus. wanted to study but they switched off the lights. jo and fion was like scolding me asking me not to study. anyway. i had a great time after all.

i want to say how great my GOD is. He has great plans. His ways are higher than our ways. we now know why the camp was in kota tinggi. why the camp could not be 4 day 3 night. we understand now. camp was in kota tinggi. cause it would flood in singapore or the rain would be heavy. not 4 d3n was because if we stayed one day longer, we would have clashed with the flood at kota tinggi. right after we left kota tinggi, the next day, there was flood. the day we returned, the flood in singapore was fading away. this is how great my GOD is. he created my world.

back to school soon. i'm dreading it.

this is a pic of cheryln and her cute little snowman. kawaii right. CHERLYN!! YOUR FACE IS ON THE INTERNET.

Zafey: jiayi's gonna blog on my blog any day she wants.
Jiayi: like duh. this is her blog. what else. tupid.
cHerlynn: height not distance.
eunice: huh?
Fiona: orhH!!
Marscus: chicken goo.
junling: jie please play pk. please. you like ms will like pk de.~
XueyaN: jiayi dont be so mean.
Eunicee: i want to go crescent.
hUiqi: oi mei, sleep properly. take out your specs...
marthin: did you have fun?
Andrewa: let's go home.
shaunald: chicken nut bread.
Jonathinthan: where did you get your super heros information from?
Joanna: mojojojo

happy birthday ongy!

pics

i hardly put pics on my blog. so for a change i thought i did put some.

here's a picture of the sand shuttle cock i made with yuanqing. pretty right. of course. our jie zuo.

this pic was from the class bbq. showing how i sleep and eat and take picture and how xy smile with her eyes closed. okay. that's all. i cant find anymore pics. byebye!

welcome to my dead blog. it's been dead for quite a while.while it's dead, jiayi has gone to sentosa twice. anywayz. both times were funny and i had loads of fun.one time is go there and get dunked. the other time is go there and dunk people. 好過癮！ throwing people in.
some miracles that happened:- lois dropped one of his contact lenses in the field while playing during games day. some of us combed the field and miraculously, Joshua found it.

i found my first bible... in my sister's room.

with five hours of sleep, God gave me strength to last through a whole day. even through the most interesting wushu training that i had that day. it seemed like physical training the wushu style.

my mp3 is working again. now i have an mp3 and mp4. yay. if i get to chose, i'm gonna keep my mp3 and use it. grown attached to it. mp4 looks a little fragile due to its sleek design. and i designed its logo. yay.

Thanks Be to God.

i'm excited about:-
two tourni coming up. so excited. i must train. but i think i train more, i become worse. so bad. my bro also playing in tourni. youth camp coming up too. yipee. no more school. except training. yeah. more time for studying.

back to sentosa trips:-
xueyuan was being really funny. pouring peach tea on people. 幸好沒輪到我. i think i would have push her into the sea. ongy had her way so we played tomato captain's ball. and yiying was like why tomato. i love to eat tomato you know. i thought we kind of smelt like pizza. left the place quite late at around 6pm. rained twice. i brought the canvas so not so bad. let me recall. cherlyn brought chicken. eunice brought beehoon and yummy potato salad. sarah brought bread that no one ate. wanxuan brought koniyaku and i think jolene brought sausage and all the food was yummy. making me fat. and the rest brought chips and drinks i think. cept ida. went to the luge thing. xy afraid of heights. haha. it was fun. seems like we never got to have our photos taken. cameras conked up. Coach came. played football too with yiying's volleyball. xh yy and zb went tanning. xy want to go sentosa again. and ongy i love the potato salad. teach me to make. yum yum. i'm hungry. i thinking about food. anyway i made a pretty picture of a shuttlecock on the sand with yuanqing. quite fun.

sentosa with wushu people also very funny. at the start i dont know quite a lot of people. otherwise is know the face duno the name. they also climb the coconut tree. play games and also throw people in the water. and have a lot of weird weird stuff. but is fun fun de. everyone like never bring anything go there. at the start i was wondering how we gonna get lunch and water. badminton have 20 ppl and need like 20 bottles of drink. wushu have like 40+ ppl and only have like a few bottles of drinks. in the end i realise. badminton dont bring money. wushu must bring money. that's the difference. had beach games. quite fun and no tomato. spilt into small groups according to bdae month. regroup then play games. i duno how to play frisbee.(sry pretty heart) and cannot throw a ball.

played with a newtown girl yesterday. my dad doesnt understand the thing that you can play badly and still win because the opponent also playing badly. maybe badly not the right word. more of making stupid mistakes. shiwei also make mistakes. i called my opponent shiwei. then eunice thought i was looking for my friend. gonna play with tiffany later.byeye

holidays are over.
i tried to study.
no badminton trainings.
no wushu trainings.
not as many trainings as before.
went to do jogging.
next year's cross country,
i will try my best to come home with a trophy.
i'm gonna train hard. run 30min continuous.

this week was crazy.
school holidays are a torture.
the school gave us no breather.
a pile of homework and 3 days in school.
what luck.

monday
had school. boring. then went home for tuition then had wushu. the bad thing about today is that it is longer than normal school hours.

tuesday
had school again. had fun. but boring class. oh ya had new amath teacher. i have a feeling she is a bit like the mrs lim in sec1. the kind nice but boring teacher. seems quite kind hearted and caring. when i was seated at the back of the classroom with xy, she looked at my working and told me on the spot my mistake. seems like a nice kind of teacher. went to the juniors match. they played average. not quite co-ordinated. didnt really fight much. but they won. =) went jogging at night.

wednesday
school again. the bright side, the hours were shorter than normal school days by like 5h. how i wish school could start at 8am everyday. it would be so great. unfortunately, no. went to juniors match again, cause they had no support. xy even skip some class. they tried but lost. =) try again next year. (",)

thursday
it flew by so fast i didnt really know what i did. i did some maths papers. went out for lunch with dad, jie and di at sakae sushi. did chinese work too.had fun that day. i somehow love to the relaxed slack life once in a while. maybe cause my life is too hectic. i think i have to learn to let go. let go of things i love. maybe have to. i'm always thinking when i go jc what CCA will i take. will i still join sports? i think i would though. but badminton or wushu? anyway, thursday was a great day. went jogging but rained so did a little bit of physical. i need a skipping rope. happy birthday gary

friday
started to copy the literature notes of April's. changed too many literature not much literature notes. did the notes half way through the night. had music failed my exam... sad sad. i will try again. i conked out and wasted my money. i will try harder again. nvr go wushu cause papa say exam coming. went jogging. jupi very slow. not fun to run with and she like to leave stuff lying around. so i never run with jupi. went jogging.

saturday
did training. had muscle cram. so ouch ouch. but nvm. i gonna do abs training too. a bit nuts. i'm determined to give my best shot for my first tournament. i will train hard so i wont regret. my first and last tournament in crescent.=). stayed up till 3am to do the half of the lit notes.did baking too. had fun. i just found out sarah is yucky. i'm gonna bake again after exams. bake for my didi.

sunday
sold the cookies. earn money. guys are just interested in eating. as usual. i'm always imagining what my brother will be like when he bakes, half eating half baking what an amusing sight. anyway. i would have fallen asleep in history class today. (means confirmation class) if i werent sitting in the front. i should have sat at the back. i heard that some people fell asleep.

for this week, i want to thank God for the strength he gave. with only 6 hours of sleep. he knew it was sufficient for strength for today... and i dont think i was grouchy... i still stayed awake through the lesson.

陳老師說: 家儀, 你好像失去你表達能力. 一定要趕緊找回. 我等著你送我一個"A"... 當我聽到老師對我說這樣的一句話, 我覺得我好像每次都讓對我有信心的人失望. 嗨!

"亲爱的宝贝感谢
你给过的一切
我们的誓言
已经没人再去纪念
我曾经以为
幸福会陪我直到永远
怎么在转眼的瞬间
你已经不见

只要再一遍
让我看你最后一眼
你的眼神
牵动我的灵魂
可否再一遍
让我感受你的体温
你的笑容温暖我的世界

某月某一天
你带走我给的一切
你把梦打碎
展现你的永不后悔
我曾经以为
我们的手会握到明天
哪知道转眼的时间
你已经走远

take me away and take my love away
没有你的夜晚是蒙昧
i'm miss you baby i wanna kiss you again
别对我说你看不见"

Currently, i like this song, half sad. i like the chorus.
i listened to this song by accident.
let's say on thursday, i decided not to show any gratitude
to the teachers and was with peiwen in class listening to this song.
i fell asleep on the table. with one earpiece in my ear.
when i woke up because peiwen change song.
this was the song she changed to i think.
listened to this song the whole weekend.
weirdly, i never get sick of songs i listen to too much.
just keep falling in love with it.

completed 2 chapts of notes.
must finish all the notes by this week.
studied a bit. slack a bit. study some more.
fell asleep. then overslept.

on thurs had badminton friendlys.
i didnt try my best. feels angry.
the second set with the guy i should have gone to drink water.
my mind would have been clearer.
played with pioneer secondary.
the doubles with xiuhui, i feel very evil and bad.
i lost the whole match because of service.
ahhhh!! dont wanna think about it le.

lost three games.

then,
xy and her bf to be playing hide and seek
on the train and stations.
damn funny. shant say much.

friday wushu class, a bit weird weird.
like the changquan that time again.
just that i practise bu quan alone.
so sad right. last week practise nanquan still have 3 others.
the ironic thing. last week bring weapons dont need.
this week leave weapons at home need to use.
haiyo.

stop saturday training le. not going this month.
as i said. someone teach me to study.
i'll try my best.

jie's trying to make me fat. buy me so much chocolate.hmph.i must try resist temptation

thank God my dad return home safely from indonesia. yupyup.my dad went to indonesia for a weekend.

晚安

只要再一遍让我看你最后一眼你的眼神牵动我的灵魂可否再一遍让我感受你的体温你的笑容温暖我的世界

before the new day arrives, i'll tell you about my past week.
i need to put aside my sports life for a month. i'm very sad.
still contemplating whether to put off friday's wushu.
maybe go every other week. a bit crazy.
i have cancelled my saturday badminton.
more of because i study better at night. so yup.

i'm gonna miss badminton rankings.
when i was being an umpire, i was like training yi zhi ma.
stay in the same position for like one set or half set.
now my left leg is better. getting better.
i aim to be able to do yi zhi ma by the end of september.
i hope i will be able to reach my goal.
so fun to do yi zhi ma.

that's plan A1
plan A2 is this.

i plan to do mugging. a bit crazy.
but eunice ong is a perfect example that if you do mugging the right way, it works.
just like me she had not completed much of amath hw. till she started to do mugging.
i'm learning from her. shall be her apprietice to learn to be a professional mugger.
she scored like 3-4 A1 i think. smart girl. congratulations Prof. Ong.

maybe i'm not focused enough.
i finally got my buddy's no. shall sms her everyday.

wishes that will come true this year(i hope):
-go bowling nat
-pizza day
-kbox with nat, and hear ong sing
-bake my bro a lot of cookies
-be able to do 50 push up continuous again.
-do 1 pull up.(unsure)
-get back my cartwheel.


i think that's enough wishes.
day's breaking. opps.

on thursday, i had ranking.
i realise a sad thing. i lost control of my racket:(
duno how to make people run.
and like what someone once told me.
the way i play very obvious and easy to read.
i owe myself: 100jumps, 40 push ups.
now i raised my stakes of playing games.
every game i lose, 50 jumps, 20 pushups.

i went to watch wushu competition on friday.
only have nanquan and changquan(new).
don't have any weapons.
for the first time in the stadium, i did what i've always wanted to do.
that is to sit at the last and top most row.
i dont know why it is fun.
but it just gives me that kind of joyful feeling.

yesterday, i tried to practice with my dao at home.
of course at the porch.
jupiter run away.
and i realise i practicing on slope.

i want time.
mrs leow once said that we should study and not be distracted.
but i told peiting: i just want to play and have fun.
too bad, i'm addicted to sports and too many other things.
only hope learn one more skill.
TIME MANAGEMENT

oh yes! i finally started doing amath homework
yupyup. i intend to get L1R5 of about 18.
or if can maybe all my math and sci 1.
a bit siao. then humans get 3.
english try to get 3/2 also.

oh yeah. i baked cookies, shh! dun tell joanna.
i owe her cookies.
anyway, i put a lot of choc in it.
and poor jupiter can only whine.
haha. i'm an evil dog-owner.
(",)

today, i want to thank God for helping me through my week and that he has placed many excellent and caring coaches, teachers and friends in my life. of course! my family rox. a family will never be complete without a mischief maker. (",)

我相信一天會是有成功, 我不信做不到.

every day is a great day

i believe every day is a great day.
there is something to thank God for.
everyday is a special day.
what God allows to happen today,
is in preparation of what tomorrow brings.

today is a great day because i woke up early in the morning to study. God gave me strength to study and focus. i made notes. i played maple too.
my character is gonna level up soon. i got ksed by a lvl100 priest but i think he gave up probably cause i wasnt really responding to his bullying.

i want to thank God for exams. because without it, i wont bother knowing more about how things in the world link together.

晚安世界!
武術比賽禮拜二就開始了!!